fuck you.

From that moment...

I realized that all men are the same.

however, in our case I don't have any right or to question anything. do you wanna know why? Bcoz there's nothing that holds us together. the memories are strong but there are no bonds. well, maybe it was just me who thinks there's something... from the first place it was always me. i hate myself for that.i assume to much, then i ended up broken and disappointed.

yet no matter what i just want to say fuck you, bcoz if you know things and you feel it this will never happen to us.

and i pity myself, i fucking pity myself bcoz i never used my fucking mind. i'm always the one who lose. always the one that was left behind. i'm stupid and dumb.