I've been in a really busy school year. As soon as 2014 starts never really got a chance to have a total rest or even got time to write in my blog because of my oh so wonderful thesis (see the sarcasm there? did yah? lol) so yeah. The "Thesis"'s fault. And now that it's effin done, wanna gave you an update of what's happening to my life recently. So let's start this "Keeping Up With ze Me" so that you'll know what really happened on the last 2 months.
Going back to my previous post, it was about welcoming 2014 and saying goodbye with 2013. For the record, that's my very first post of 2014 and this that i'm writing is the second. So obviously, it's very visible that i'm so busy can't even visit my blog or write an update about what's going on, that it took me 2 months to write my second post. And now that I'm free and can stay longer blogging, let's have a tell tale my life and what happened recently...
There's only two things that my life was about recently. First was my thesis. My thesis. My very demanding, life ruining thesis. Seriously. It sucks. It's like I'm having a relation with it, that it needs attention. Total attention! Such an Attention Whore if you ask me. Well I just dedicated my life to it. Because if I didn't, I probably doing it until now. So lucky I've (we) passed thank God. So the thesis... Last January we've done a lot of waiting and travelling. Going back and forth to Manila because my group needs to interview ABS-CBN for t'was the last and only thing that we need to complete our thesis. That whole month we waited, and waited and waited. But still no interview conducted. you might think our thesis is doomed? No. We tried everything. We tried at least getting documents from them. We tried going to the Senate. Me and my thesismate, Jenielyn, went there. still no docu present. Maybe God still loves us because even though we did not get what we need, we still got some juice of it. An email from ABS-CBN that eventually helped a lot from our thesis. We submit our thesis for defense last Feb 1, we actually, almost didn't reach the deadline. But what can we do, we're so lucky. That time I've got a week to review my thesis. My feelings that time was 50/50. Thesis defense is such a traumatic experienced, so I don't know what to feel before that. But one thing is clear that time, my mind never stops thinking of what possible things could happen on our defense. 2 days after final paper was passed, ABS-CBN emailed me telling us that we could get docus but no interviews. well, it's still a huge helped.
Thesis defense came, we're no. 2 to present and we passed. Easy if you think? It's a one hell of a day! It's the longest day ever of my life. Just like what I've told you, we passed and kinda almost became one of the best thesis... just almost. It's my fault because I exchange chap 4 and 5. but anyways, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that we passed.
After thesis, I indulge myself with a total rest! because fuck it! i deserve it. LOL NO. WE WENT TO MY BARKADAS HOUSE AND WE PARTY LIKE WE HAVEN'T PARTIED IN YEARS! YEAH. We have so much and we deserve it :D HAHAHA. Then Valentines day came. stupid day. it sucks.
Atlast. CAL NIGHT. Happened last Feb 19. I got psyched with the 90% awarding and 10% party. Still happy, because 10% feels like 100 if you use it wisely ;). Spreading bohemianism tho I looked like an evil gypsy. Still enjoyed it! That's the time they announce the best thesis, unfortunately we were not one. But its ok we passed!
Then just yesterday, we edit our thesis for the final, as in final paper and readying for binding. Then awhile ago we go to the panels to ask for their signature for our thesis. Sounds like an easy job, but hell no! and on Monday it's for binding na! Finally!!!
The second thing is my life with Paul. Yeah. His part of it because lately my life evolves around him. it's been like 6 or 5 months from now and still we haven't met. it is still us, the old us. But i guess we became really closed. As is so closed in text tho. But yeah so close that I don't even know what or how will I call each other. seriously it's really hard. Things with us is very weird and delicate. I don't want to lose anything that we have now. I actually wish for it to grow, but it's still hard. I just tell myself that "the now" is what's important. Because the past... he seems to forget what he told yesterday... every yesterday...as i sum up my 2 months with him (since my previous post) we got closed but it still complicated. He's complicated. I love him fr bing complicated,
I'm kinda tire explaining more about him and other stuffs. But that's just it. That's just what happened to my life recently. Now, I'm just relaxing a bit, and applying, sending applications for employment. and that's it. only focusing for grad and finding a job. i just wish a could find a job as soon as possible :)
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