This is Totally My Day!

Today, I just had the most amazing feeling that I've ever felt so far. In that very short time, I felt so protected, cared, and love. The chills that I should felt in this cold day was begone by the warmth of his skin. His touch melts my cold and scared heart. My whole felt so warm and relax.

Today, I have experienced spending a day with your special someone. I felt so free and careless. His smile is my happiness and his love is my life. I know for sure that I'm sure with my feelings, yet i doubt all his feelings for me.

Today, I welcomed all the risk of this love. This forbidden and challenging love. I think too much, everyday, but this time I don't want to think, I just want to go wherever this wind goes. I can say that I'm ready, yet I'm deeply afraid of the results of everything.. I really wished I will not end up as "one" of his ex's. I just really wished for that..

And tonight, I may feel scared and afraid but still I want this to be true. Please let him be serious and true. Because for sure, pain will be deadly and I don't want that. and one last, I just want more effort from him... please, more effort of importance and seriousness from him...