Monsters. Arrrgh, they are back again. Making my life miserable, making me like a fool, and making me dumb at all times. Recharging their energies so that they'll fire it to me like nuclear bomb landing in hiroshima. unable to move, paralyzed enough to get weak. So cruel life is, making me part of this world. Punishing me by living with this monsters. This monsters that i can't fight.
They intimidate me. Throwing all their verbal knowledge, their winning arguments and their philosophies... damn! I have no match with that! Because this monsters are well trained, born to be competitive, fed up tons of knowledge when they are young. And me, a happy go lucky, dreamer and loser have nothing to have against this monsters.
It is sad thinking it this way. Losing grip to the confidence i have whenever this monsters are around me. All my life i've been alone in this battle, monsters all around punishing every bit of me. can't even ask for help because no one will.
Tomorrow will be another day. hoping that it will not rain, because it will just add another gloomy feeling inside of me. Another day with the monsters, another punishment of everyday life. Everyday suffering, but still surviving(hmm, actually love that phrase).
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